Monday, October 31, 2005

No attachment

Its almost 9 pm.. and i am still sitting in my university's library. It would take me an hour and a half to reach Hounslow... my home.... and I dont think I will start for my home before 11 pm.
Why am doing this? well.. cause I have no attachments whatsoever....
When I go back home... no one would greet me... offer me foood or ask me how my day was...
I will enter a empty home... fix myself a dinner maybe .... and then... what? listen to music? watch a movie? read a book? I really dont know..
I am done with half of my first semester of my Masters course. Starting tomorrow, i.e. monday... I have 7 days of break....... Its basically called THE READING WEEK. so its not actually a break break... I still do need to study and catch up with the looooog loooog list of reading :(.
Anyways, other than that... life is almost fun...tomorrow for instance I will be roaming in central london and in hounslow.... just for the sake of it actually.
Then on tuesday.. I start my work in WHSmith.... my first job in UK.
On wednesday...maybe its the Eid-ul-Fitr...so I might try to go to harrow to visit relatives... i am not sure... or maybe I will just stay back home and actually DO some reading.
Thursday is work again... and on Friday I have a group meeting with my peers in the morning. and in the evening I go to Luton to visit a friend...
I think he would show me around Luton and maybe another city close to it.... for two days.... and I will come back to London on sunday night... to start all over again from monday...
So as I was saying... there are no strings attached anymore... no one scolds me for being late... no one is worried if I reach home late. No one asks me whether I ate properly or not...
anyways... let me stop blabbering the same thing again and again... i will leave you people at peace.. with no attachments